The Field Within
The Field Within
by @Ivo
Unexpected photo for my model portfolio
Unexpected photo for my model portfolio
In January, I stayed in Totnes for 10 day. Just days before, I had been staying at my friend’s house, casually mentioning my desire to start modelling and build a portfolio. Was it a passing thought or a wish spoken aloud? Most of the time I mean all the words I speak-of course unless I’m being goofy.
One morning, I was sitting in a cozy café, lost in my own world—drawing, journaling, simply enjoying the moment—when my attention drifted to two young women at a nearby table. Their conversation was rich, full of depth, the kind of discussion that pulls you in without you even realizing it. I felt a strong urge to join them. My curiosity and self-doubt started battle. Would it be weird? Would they think I was intruding?
For a moment, I hesitated. But eventually, I leaned in and asked, with a smile, if I could join their conversation.
They welcomed me in, and what followed was one of those exchanges that leave you buzzing with inspiration. We spoke about life’s challenges, our projects, our goals—the things that set our souls on fire. Before leaving, we exchanged contacts.
A few days later, I received a message from Tessa. (Here’s her website.) She had been one of the women from the café, and now, she was inviting me to model for her women’s embodiment project. It was everything I was drawn to—creativity, self-expression, stepping into one’s power. And just like that, without force or planning, I had manifested new photos for my modelling portfolio.
All because I spoke up. All because I followed the pull. All because I believe we are here to help each other’s.
A tattoo with no time delay
A tattoo with no time delay
In February stayed in Scruton, a village near Northallerton, for three weeks. While there, I wanted to get a tattoo because it would be cheaper than in London. I let the shopkeeper know that my time in town was limited—I had to return to London within a week. When I first visited, the receptionist advised me to send my design idea through Messenger as soon as possible. She explained that, with such short notice, it would be difficult to secure an appointment otherwise.
But I didn’t listen. Something in me felt it was better to go in person and discuss it instead.
Two days later, I walked into the shop with my tattoos idea, fully expecting to wait at least a week for an appointment. To my surprise, the tattoo artist told me that two clients had cancelled—he had an opening and could do my tattoo that very day! He also added that accepted only cash.
I panicked. “Shit, I don’t have cash,” I blurted out – you know, I’m a card girl. But then, as he told me where to withdraw money, I remembered—I actually did have cash on me. The host family I was housesitting for had given me some, and it turned out I had exactly £120, the price of the tattoo, tucked away in my belt bag.
The artist started designing, carefully listening to my vision. He spent over three hours making edits on his tablet—only for it to suddenly turn off. It wouldn’t charge, no matter what he tried. He had to start again from scratch.
This time, I asked him to make a few tweaks, keeping the design closer to my original idea. And strangely enough, I was grateful for the mishap—because the second version turned out even better.
All of these moments felt like part of a larger synchronicity.
In the end, I got my tattoos done. They are my tribute to the Goddess, the Moon, and the God, the Sun—both integral parts of me. Every day, I work to balance their energies within myself. Now, I have a permanent visual reminder of what I believe to be my truth and what I stand for.
My portfolio
Feminine Energy
by @headcakephoto
Whispering Water
by @Ivo
The Field Within
by @Ivo
Soft Earth, Open Sky
by @Tessa Bricknell
My shots
my shots
I love collecting memories from my trips and anything that catches my attention. Taking photos is my way of exploring different perspectives and looking at things in a whole new light.
My art
my art
I draw about my insights, the vision I hold for Earth and the creatures inhabiting the planet. Drawing makes me feel connected with my innermost being, allowing the most authentic side of myself to emerge, to be free, and to express. Through art, I find clarity, comfort, I release of my emotions, and I find a deeper understanding of my purpose.
I see people building communities, living together, and producing their own food in a new, thoughtful society where social norms are being rewritten to empower cooperation among people.
I see nature returning to its purest, natural state—forests growing dense and wild, rivers and lakes abundant with water, and the earth thriving in harmony. The air is fresh and crisp with vibrant plants and flowers blooming in every corner.
I see alternative medicines being recognized worldwide, as more people embrace the healing power of nature. Humans taking care of Earth, and in turn, Earth taking care of humans with her natural beauty, juiciness, and the most wonderful, untouched gifts.
I see individuals uniting effortlessly to consciousness and balancing intellectual, emotional, and instinctive brains. People making more time for developing spiritual practices that help them connect with their true selves.
I see women and men coming together to celebrate themselves, engaging in purifying rituals that empower and heal one another. They share in the frequency of loving-kindness, acceptance, compassion, understanding, harmony.
I see the union of two human energy fields, committing to each other, merging into oneness through alchemical bonding. The fusion of yoni and linga as a sacred union, generating the birth of a newly wired human child.
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